Now and again I’ll do a Free Post of Madroots: Memoir, this is one of them! Welcome back everyone. This poem is about the time when my family moved from Edmonton onto an acreage about a half hour southeast of town. Outside of the, um, tough situations and ongoing horrors we continued to experience, I loved this place. I loved living in the country. I STILL yearn to live in the country, closer to nature-being-nature and with lots of room for a food garden.
While it wasn’t the end of healing for me by a LONG shot (still not there if I’m honest), living on this land was healing for me. It’s where I deepened my connection with stones and trees. It’s where I learned to watch and listen to grebes, teals and mud hens. Where a frog’s lifecycle was obvious. Where we and our neighbours had lots of animals — everything from horses and goats to dogs, guinea pigs and hamsters. AND there were wild creatures like moose, white-tailed deer, skunks, gophers, mice, shrews, and lots of interesting insects. I loved all that.
There are two other Nature Tales poems coming up in the book. It’s a theme that figures high for me. This one is the first of Part 2, the longest part in the book and it contains many of the most intense moments that I write about. Coming up in a post or two is the hardest poem I’ve ever written called “It’s raining cats and dogs.” Sometimes the emotional fallout of that particular story is so overwhelming I can’t even see the words. But I am managing, with the help of my new lovely editor Yvonne Blomer, to find my way to a decent poem about it. But more on that later…
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Nicole
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PART 2
“You scratch through the wild rose
and choke cherry bushes and into
a spongy land of invisible people.”
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The House, The Healing and The Nature Tales We name it Misty Hill, our new acreage. Build half of our three-story dream a year after dad’s return from bedlam. I’m twelve and thirteen. Pre-fabricated, it's possible to assemble this house over one summer, with friends and family. I learn to snap a chalk plumb line, string electric wires through a joist, wield an accurate hammer, shingle a roof. We create: a dinette, a Conversation Pit with fireplace, an eighteen-foot-high wall in the living room, airy, bare. * The interior echoes, unfinished, secondhand, but the view from hilltop-happy is affluent, fecund with busy muskrats, a mama moose, orange orioles. I fall in love with an ashen hoard of boulders, once-tumbled down a slope, now a contemplative hideaway. As I learn the land’s lay, I acquaint with its healers: a twinkling poplar coppice, creek languishing into pond, roses wild with hips, tadpole congregation wriggling in shallows, blue-winged teal nests, sky-footed mud-hens dabbling as frogs summer-swarm and we swerve when mowing. A giant puffball spied from the deck, picked, salt-and-butter-fried into a feast. A fat purpled mouse eats our beets top-down. He’s so wide he can’t flip to feet from his back. Our dog eats the mouse. Lots of Vitamin C, we chuckle. We love beavers, by whom we set our clock— until they dam our culvert, flood the driveway. * In winter, we feed Cedar Waxwings, Evening Grosbeaks. Their seeds sprinkled atop a giant wooden spool for wire. We cheer the return of Crooked-Tail, a chickadee. Track mouse-made tunnels through the snow. We resist idle time indoors with the eighteen-foot-high living room wall.
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